Abundance

My God Whisper for today:

Dear Stacy, Announcement: You’re a factory of miracles. That’s how I made you. Sadly, for some people, the factory is closed down. Or the factory is running at a fraction of its full capacity. Today, I will revive your factory of miracles. Today, I speak abundance into your life. Miracles,God P.S. Stacy, I declare that your life will produce more miracles than you ever dreamed possible.

I need to be revived now. I want to be capable to work in full capacity!

Today, I have to exercise my faith. I should practice what I preach. I should believe. I should hold tighter and anchor more on the rock of my salvation, Jesus.

I can do this! 

Are you back?

God, being my only inspiration, in times that I am down, in times that I feel that I am unworthy of His love, is an effective way to realize once again that I was sealed by the most precious blood of His Son, and I am a wonderful child in His loving eyes. 

Paanong di kita ibigin? paanong di ka patawarin? 

Bago ka isilang sa lupa, ika'y Akin nang inaruga. 

If the Almighty utters these words to you, what would you feel? Me, I will feel so blessed and I would  stand in awe of Him, of His mercy and constant love. Of His endless and immeasurable understanding and care. 

Paanong Ako'y iyong lisanin, paanong Ako'y iyong limutin? 

Gayon man, poot papawiin. Ang iyong pagbalik, hihintayin. 

In my past life as a sinner, many times, I have been away from Him. In my life now, as a renewed Christian, I magnify and bless the Lord for changing me little by little and gradually bringing me back to His love. How wonderful that He is very patient with me. In many times I would go away and go back to him wounded and broken, His joy that I am back will welcome me and He will ask no questions but heal my wounds and bathe me in His everlasting love. 

Sa bawat pagtawag Ko sa iyo, 

sa Bawat hakbang mong palayo, nananangis tong yaring puso. 

Yes, we make God sad every time we forget to even say "Hi" to Him in times that we are so busy of our worldly life, we don't even care to say "thank you" for the air we breath every day, and every answer of "No!" in times He is asking us to sit with Him and enjoy the goodness of a life immersed in His love.

Hangad pa rin, ang tinig mo...

Who can accept a person in spite of his shortcoming? Who would allow a garbage inside his clean home? Only GOD would embrace such thing for He believes that all His creations are beautiful. That all has worth. That whatever it looks like or no matter how deformed it is, it is still a priceless possession. 






Yes, you are a priceless possession of the Mighty Creator. Just call Him and He will listen and be with you with all the love He has. 


Bask in His love. It is the best thing on Earth.  ♥

Dumped: Overcoming a Breakup

This morning, my good friend called my attention to tell me she sent me a mail and that I should open it at once (bossy as she is).


Subject is a plain smiley face like this ---> :) 


When I clicked on it and read the title, I said, "Why do you have to let me read it? I'm done with my break-up, I overcome it already, this is for someone who is still having a hard time realizing this!" 


And my ever calm office mate/friend just smiled (yeah, typical of her to do that).
Alright, I know what that smile means. She wants me to read it, NO MATTER WHAT. Okay, okay, hands up! I clicked on the link and started reading it. 

Dumped: Overcoming a Breakup

The items the author listed are facts. Facts I have realized and have to apply and watch out for in my relationship in the future. 
And the ultimate fact that I am so thankful that I realized: GOD LOVES ME. He loves me so much to do things for my good. The time (Ec 3:1) for me to be His child. 


My office mate then came to me while I was reading it and said "Nice, right?" and I smiled. :)


I have decided to share this in Facebook, in Twitter, and here in my blog.


I am sharing this because I feel those who are currently on this stage of their relationship. I was once there. 
It was hard, it was mind-boggling, heart-gripping and life-freezing. But the answer is lingering around us all throughout this episode. It is just waiting to be recognized. The Word. Jesus Christ. God's Love.


The Almighty explains things we cannot explain. And leaning on to Him is more than enough, because HE is GOD.

Friends, do not rush things. All, in GOD's time, will fall to its proper places. 


To God be the Glory.

In a Relationship with GOD

I came from a two-day Growth in the Spirit Seminar with my catholic charismatic community, Voice of the Holy Spirit (VOHS). It was a seminar wherein it is explained in a detailed manner the ways on how to live life in a more Christian way. The program flow is confidential but I can summarize it in just a phrase without spilling anything that is not to be revealed yet: I created a deeper relationship with God, thus I claim and proclaim I am IN A RELATIONSHIP with HIM.

Your grace and blessing flowed like a mighty river, alive and moving forward, farther, toward true Christianity. Hallelujah!

~VOHS Facebook Like Page Status

There are facts I encountered:

• Faith and Love is a decision.
• God must be given freedom to move in my life so that He can guide me.
• Christian Community will liberate me from the bondage of the world.
• I can be a Hazel Stacy "in this world" but not "of this world".
• All is everything and everything is all.

It was an unexplained joy and peace I am feeling right now. This has ignited again the fire and zeal of loving HIM. And the first step I will make so that all else will fall into its proper places in God's perfect time, I will be more immersed in HIS agape kind of love, a love unconditional and eternal.

To God be the glory, forever and ever!

Would I be, now that I have you?

I was asking myself (not regularly) if after my heart break (a long relationship it was) I would be able to love again (human love, God's love is given and I know I love God and He loves me)?

I think I am not yet ready. I have been through so much. Yes, it was hard to pick my broken pieces up, stand and face the world and move on. I needed The Divine, His grace, for me to be able to totally accept it and live the happy and contented life I have now.

Questions like You have a boyfriend? Why not? and When are you getting married? are everywhere! I am not pressured, really. And I don't intend to rush. I know God has plans for me. :)

FALLING IN LOVE is the word I would use for God alone. I did not plan it. IT JUST HAPPENED. It was His grace. He chose me. And when I allowed myself to bask in that love, I felt that it is indeed the best thing I have ever done, and will continue to do, for myself.

And then I came across this wonderful song sang by a very talented group, The Madrigal Singers.

Now That I Have You (The Madrigal Singers)

I was indeed WOWed! It was playing over and over again as my background while working and I like it. I take this as the answer to my question, Will I be able to love again? God says "Yes!"

God has prepared for me that song that I'll be singing my whole life through. That song is just around. In God's perfect time, he'll just come by and the rest will be history. ♥

                                                      The BEST relationship, EVER! 

This time, this desire to be in love again is fantasy no more. It is God-given. And I will share His love to somebody who will be my husband and my partner is sharing His goodness to the world. For now, my heart belongs to Jesus alone. But my God is not selfish. You (yes You, my future husband), when you come into my life, Jesus will be more than welcome to share me to you. And I am so excited to see you and meet you. :)

Shadow of your Wings

I believe that I will always be okay when I am in the shadow of your wings...


Thank you Lord!

Lakeside-made Loveletter

[No matter where I am in my life, though I am completely happy with what I am, with the blessing I am receiving, with the people around me, I can't help but sometimes feel sad because I am missing someone who [has been/is still/I would want to be] part of my life. 

When I reread this soon, I'll just smile at myself for being a matured woman with bits of pieces of young, emo, and sensitive heart. Ü

Below is the raw letter I wrote in my phone for this one person I can't forget. Or should I say I do not want to forget. Someone who is still important to me...Someone who I wish could be mine...]

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Afternoon
Club Balai Isabel
April 11, 2012

Dear You,

Hi. It's been a while. How's your life there? You enjoying?
I am in my mood na super namimiss na kita.. baka dahil sa ganda ng lugar na kinaroroonan ko ngayon..lake side..sa Taal.

Two years kana jan.. Uuwi ka na? Hay.. Namiss lang kita... Bigla lang sumagi sa isip ko na oras na para umuwi ka..2yrs eh..if hindi, ok lang. tapos naisip ko from my emo mind na lahat nmn ng umiiwan saken di bumabalik. stupid and negative mindset. i hate it when i am in this kind of mood.
pero i am not losing hope..honestly i really am not losing hope..na babalik ka..na we'll be together again. na we'll make our dreams come true.

Pero sympre bago mtupad to dapat ung 'our', ung 'we', ung 'tayo' ay maibalik..hay..pede pa kaya?
my worries are:

(1) baka may iba kana..committed to someone else already..anjan kaya d mo maiwan

(2) bka you are over me na 

(3) you dont love me na..

Dami ko concerns..di na kasi tayo nguusap masyado..i miss communicating wd you..i miss knowing more about you..i miss dreaming with you..

i dont know nga kung ok lng to pero alam mo, khit yaw mo or hindi,kahit pwde or hindi, naiisip ko at naniniwala prin ako na mahal mo parin ako..na may chance pa..na babalik ka for me. na you'll be that mine il spend the rest of my life with..hay.. emo mode ako!! kasi _____ mahal pa rin kita eh.. i have asked myself over and over again pero un..ikaw prin eh..hay..

let's get back together..please be mine again..

-Stacy

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[And there I was yesterday, In my emotional side. And today? I don't know. Everyday changes. Everyday brings a new mood.


Carpe diem!]